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words I could use to describe tom: fat. ugly. stupid. careless. retarded. awful. stinky. stereotypical. stubborn. gross. mean. inconsiderate. disgusting. apalling. dirty. angry. nasty. scary. sick. lazy. un-motivated. dumb. unpopular. hateful. dreadful. unwitty. unfunny. shocking. undeserving. unlikeable. cold. insignifigant. sad. unpopular. racist. sexist. frightening. I could say more, but I won't. Tom the lazy lazy fatass wouldn't even go bring Ben sliding becuase HE'S SO FUCKING FAT! I HATE HIM! PLEASE SOMEONE JUST CALL SOCIAL SERVICES AND GET RID OF HIM... this is NOT "Boys will be boys" and this is not "oh he's just angry cause they're brothers" it's "THOMAS IS RUINING ALL OF OUR LIVES AND EVERYONE ELSE IS SUFFERING BECAUSE OF HIM"!!!!!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!! I'm so close to just going balistic here.... he just ruined my door, slammed my bookbag on the ground.... oh how I hate him.... oh why won't he die................ you have no idea what i go through with him. it's not funny anymore. my parents? depressed. Ben? missing out on his childhood. me? stressed out. why? CAUSE THOMAS THE HORRIBLE FATASS RUINS OUR LIVES! I hate him from the bottom of my heart, there is not a moment that we get along, and there is never a moment where we can be happy and laugh when thomas the fatass is around. I hate him, not strongly dislike, not temporarily, but a raw, pure hate. he is lazy and horrible and inconsiderate and the day he dies is surely the happiest day of my life. surely. as tommy sits in the basement, crying until his batteries die, as ben plays downstairs - alone - and as my dad desperately tries to get back to sleep, and EVEN AS MY MOM DOESN'T KNOW WHAT'S WAITING FOR HER AT HOME ON HER GOD-DAMN BIRTHDAY, tom just doesn't give a damn! he doesn't care! honestly, all he cares is that he gets what he wants! why did my mom buy him an electric guitar? why did I even buy him a gift? why did God even put him here? he benifits no one, he just brings everyone down, no one loves him, anyone who does love him should die. I hate you if you're even remotely close to liking thomas. I really do. you don't see what i see through my frightened eyes, as he throws chairs, knives, shoes, anything he can just because he's angry.... no one understands, no one sees, but me. and ben? what about nice, adorable Ben? he's doing poorly at school, he SUFFERS BECAUSE OF THOMAS. HE SUFFERS. why? why? WHY? THOMAS SHOULD DIE! if I had the guts I would kill him, but I can't. I can't! I'd be sent to prison for the rest of my life, and my future would be gone. if someone did kill him, I'd be sad for a while. but in the end, it would be for the best. I'm not saying that I'm gonna hire a hitman or anything, I'm just saying. it's true. I wouldn't have that much remorse if tom died. what's he gonna do with his life? a "famous guitarist?" no. he wants to join the army... he'd have a heart attack. I don't care who reads this or how long or un-organised my ideas are, but there is something so seriously wrong here it kills me. it really does. maybe you can't see, but you know now - you know that this isnt' a friendly rivalry or just brothers fighting. it's... so much more it scares me. like evil that comes out whenever I'm angry with him. he's 13, and I'm 16, and I simply hate him. if I see him again today, he'd better say goodbye to his face. don't repeat this. goodbye

God hates him,
And so should you.