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hey what's up? n2m here, just woke up here - and the Christmas decorations are up in the house! I like! haha so yeah yesterday morning I ran the Irving Nature Park - (bet you wish you could) and it was so windy it scared the crap out of me - fuck! there were branches all over the road, and the wind was so strong and there wasn't a single person on those trails. creepy as hell, I tell ya! anyway then after was Interaction - we all talked about Jacob Two-Two and stuff, and I'm Louie the Loser! sweet deal - I'm just still worried about the Caraquet thing interfering with Interaction... I have no idea what to do, really. mom says not to worry about it but I feel a train wreck coming on. so yeah then I vegged all afternoon, watched the ESF, etc. etc. - then I went out w/ mar and we saw 'Elf,' which was actually a lot better then I thought. it wasn't stupid, or clunky, but it had heart and humour and life - not to mention intelligence. so that was cool, and today I'm hangin out w/ some new peeps, should be awesome. so yea! that's it, and don't forget to e-mail me for the shout-out link & password! haha later days

Watch out in Athens for...
EXTREME PATTYCAKE!!! -bom bom bommmm-

hey all! I now have a personal shout-out thingy apart from this site that requires a special password to get into, I'll let all my normal peeps in and keep certain others out - finally, this can be an actually cool blog, minus the two-year-old gang. so yeah! last night actually turned out to be awesome, I had a great time at the festival of trees - believe it or not - me and justine judged all the trees VERY critically (or not lmao) and we met strange ladies talking to us at a "certain tree"... kinda creepy, yet funny. overall good times tho, I enjoyed. and today's the empty stocking fund!! I love that show - minus mrs. botox-face... I mean, Cindy Day. so yeah that's it for now and later!

Don't like me?
Kiss my ass.

Well well! It's a friday morning, ya'll! s'up? I'm bored! who wants to do something with me? yea prolly no one... oh well! s'all good - yeah last night I just sat around because mom and dad were too tired to drive anywheres, and every1 else was too busy and stuff, and so now I'm stuck @ home minding Ben and his stupid little friend Patrick. I might be going to the Festival of Trees this afternoon, but prolly not. hopefully I'll at least go to see a play tonight @ St. Mach's. tommorrow's party was cancelled, so I mean I'm gonna make more plans. I hate people who always have plans tho - I just really do. I dunno, it's really low of me but I just can't stand it when people say "oh everything's so great and I always have stuff to do and I love spending time by myself..." I mean you can spend time with yourself when you're dead. I wish I had a good group of friends that lived close to me - (I envy K.V. people) and I mean everyone from my school lives everywhere and no one cool lives close to me so I mean I'm screwed, this sucks! everyone's just always so busy with their other plans, but I'm not uncool! I'm fun! someone call me! and i hate it when someone pretends to care and we do stuff and then suddenly I'm just 100% not good enough - damnit I just hate it! I want plans! now! I call people and yet everyone's so freakin busy, and here I am. it's like I'm in limbo. weird stuff...... and I just feel bad. and maybe you ask yourself, "why the fuck doesn't he shut up?" it's because I have a need to feel like I belong, but right now I really just don't. I just feel weirded out and every time I'm at home with nothing to do... I blame myself. I tell myself that if I were just that little bit cooler, that I wouldn't be just sitting here. I'd be out, doing something. and you have no idea how happy I am meeting people and doing stuff. just hangin out @ someone's house, I mean that's so awesome it's unbelievable. if you are miles away from my problems, appreciate what you have. I wish I had it. it's not like I'm just a friendless hermit in the middle of the woods who smells like garbage and eats people... I'm normal, funny, cool, y'know - all the good stuff. (not to be egotistical or anything) but yeah and then everyone's all so busy... and my parents have 3 kids, I'm one of them, and they're always so drained and they hate driving me places, I always have to beg. so I mean it's hard for me to meet some people who don't live close to me, cause that means I prolly can't get a drive back. maybe this is just mindless ranting, but I honestly think I have a valid point here. my fundamental needs are not being met, and there's nothing I can really force or do to make it better - that's why I still stay in bad friendships and call people whom I don't really wanna hang out with. that's why I call people even though they don't call me back. I'm always so afraid that secretly someone is thinking that I'm annoying, or that they wish I'd leave them alone. and yet, I always have to make my own plans. I mean sometimes I do get invited, but I mean that's kinda rare. I go to Sam-de-Cham, not SJHS, and I dont' have a great big happy group of friends... I don't. my friends are scattered in diff. groups - which makes the dynamics interesting, but not convenient. I don't like it, I really don't. anyway, I've been ranting for a while now so shout out or give me call (no one will actually call) and... yeah. never mind.

Dunno what to do,
Can't make these things come my way.

hey bitches! how's it hangin? not too bad here - yes well yesterday morning (I forgot to mention) we all went out to CCNB... oh yeah, I'll go there. to study things. really. -cough- yeah in hell and then today we had all these universities and colleges and academies and stuff come to our school and tell us stuff. the only university that really interests me would be Univ. of moncton - they have a great nutrition program, co-op and all. I make pretty good marks, and I have a good rep so hopefully they'll accept me next year - and this (extended weekend) ... welly tonight I'm minding Ben, tommorrow I might be hangin out w/ mer, saturday I have INTERACTION (Sarah got a sweet role, btw!) and then prolly a party on saturday night. sunday I'm hangin out w/ some ppl I've never met b4 but hey! that's how you meet ppl and make friends, eh? anyway yeah have a good one- I'm out.

My future's in the cards;
Gotta play 'em right.

hey all - it's a wednesday s'up? this week has been pretty cool! monday, I... haha don't remember, yesterday (tuesday, for all your defficient people out there) I had an ok day, did my chimie test, and then I went to leader corps! we made some nasty-ass pizza... hoo boy that didn't settle well in the stomach... lmao, yeah! then today - fuck! I'm supposed to go out for a run... fuck fuck fuck. well yeah i'll just do more push-ups then usual tommorrow or something. anyway yeah I've already got some pretty awesome stuff lined up for this weekend! OH AND I GOT THE PART OF LOUIE FOR THE PLAY!!!!!! SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!!!!!! ah man so proud - anyway yeah I gotta go, later days!

Laughing at the losers,
Me

hey all what's up?? not too much here... it's a monday afternoon. joy. but yeah I guess that's the way life goes... there must be mondays in life in order to make saturdays enjoyable. (yea - I made that deep quote by myself! isn't that just off the heezie? lmao) yeah - report card? not bad, could've been better... -coughmathcough- my math average is 60%, but DEV. HUM. IS 96%!!!! I must say, that kicks ass. pretty sweet! altho my overall average is 78%... that's allright - it's only 2% off 80%! that's cool - and yeah it's not the easiest semester either. anywho - before I forget, check out JF's Blog - he's documenting all about his trip to the "Terry Fox Centre" in ottawa - it's pretty awesome. anyway yeah Interaction play: end of april. Caraquet: end of april. hahaha! I don't know anything for sure right now, but it seems to be pretty certain that the two will interfere with one another. which means I'll probably be forced to go to interaction. which might mean no Caraquet. shit. hopefully everything works itself out........ cause if not I'm pretty screwed. let's hope the spring assembly for v-p-v isn't around the same time! cause if so... suicide! hoo boy! anyway yeah that's all for now - have a nice week! give me a call!

I once was different,
But now I am O.K.

Blaah Fatagoomie's a dirty fag - why don't you news flash your way outta this one, cocksucker.

allrighty! it's friday night! annnd I'm still home... doing nothing! oh well, I guess I can't always be out doing stuff, as long as I know that I'm cool... y'know, for the most part. anyway yeah so my week... not bad! academically it was pretty kick-ass... (yea, you're right, I just used the words "academically" and "kick-ass" in the same phrase... only me!) haha well french I got 3 marks yesterday, 74%, 78%, and 79%. My french average for this semester: 76%. My chemistry average: 80%. so I mean I'm pretty satisfied with that for right now - I hope Dev. Hum. is pretty high and that math isn't anything under 60%... hoo boy... in any case, I'm hoping for an average about 78%-79%. it's usually what i get, and it's crazy cause I can never get my average over 80%.... pretty dumb. ah well, at least I get decent marks. but yeah - tommorrow I'm teaching improv to little kids all day... joy. it should be pretty awesome tho - I like being a teacher. haha it's fun to watch little kids do stuff. (was that just me, or did that sound... wrong? maybe it was just me.) yeah and I have to miss Interaction again but what can ya do! and so this weekend is pretty much nothing special - I dunno, right now it's kind of a void in my life - extremely temporary, but I guess I wish that everyone wasn't so busy all the time and that we could all just have hanging out down time. but I mean I know so many teenagers who have such crazy schedules... i happen to be one of them. that's why everytime I have nothing to do I call myself a loser and stuff, even though I know it's true... cause when I'm busy, I feel really good about myself. that's really just the way I am. anyway yeah leesh just might be hooking me up with a certain someone... but I'm really not gonna say anything because nothing's happening right now... but it's cool! I'd set myself up, but i mean going out with a girl from my school would be a little like going out with my sister. maybe I'm wrong, who knows! anyway yeah, that's pretty much all I gotta say for the time being, but yeah I'll leave you with a great link: the official Joel hate club. ohhh I'm serious folks; check it out. P.S. the clever (kinda) remarks from "Ian" are actually from my bro - he found it on the browser. later days!

Bored but not for long,
To the pimpmobile!

allrighty hey all just here to let ya know that I'm alive, sorry again for the lack of shout outs, I'm working on it, but if ya really wanna shout out you can do so at my old Blog and stuff! anyway yeah the bell just rang so I g2g to chemistry class... later!

S-d-C,
For me?

I'm testing to see if shout outs work!!! doo doo doo...

hey juste pour vous laissez savoir que je suis en vie... je n'ai tout simplement pas eu la chance de "poster" dans les derniers journées à cause que mon ordinateur a été infectée avec un surplus de 500 virus... ce qui est "bien." (tousse tousse.) et je m'excuse pour tous ceux qui ne comprennent pas le français, mais je suis à l'école et vous devez au moins comprendre celà. à plus tard!

En français,
Joël

hey - sorry all about the lack of shout-out stuff, I'm not an HTML God so I'm gonna try and get some of my more "technologically inclined" friends to help me out with this. so anyway, yesterday was a monday. needless to say, the excitement wasn't particularly intense. I have a looming deadline in french, an almost incomprehensible subject in math, lots of work in chimie- and, well, nothing really to complain about in Dev. Humain. ah well. so yeah last night I was so lazy!!!!!!! man I just sat around and did nothing! man it was so gay... I had no plans. nor do I have plans for today! am I a big loser here?? frig - and I'm still having a lot of difficulty of choosing between SJHS and Sam-de-Cham for friday night... here's a list of pros and cons of going to both places:

SJHS:
pros: -possibility of meeting new girls
-possibility of meeting new peeps
-dirty-dancing!!!

cons: -possibility of getting beat up
-possibility of being abandoned or... well, getting lost
-possibility of getting thrown up on

Sam-de-Cham:

pros: -really fun
-wholesome dancing
-friends

cons: -very small chance of meeting new girls
-wholesome dancing (no dirty dancing)
-missing out on a rare opportunity of going to the SJHS dance.

so that's my list, and it's really confusing as to what I should do. however, i'm leaning towards the SJHS dance because of the fact that I can go to a sam-de-cham dance anytime I want, but this SJHS dance is apparantly better. so i might try it. anyway that's kind of a boring subject (haha) so now let's talk about Joel-haters!! (all u peeps out dere who be hatin', raise ur hands! raise ur hands!) <---- don't ask me whatever the fuck that was. haha - yeah, so I'm not going to name names here, but seems to me that there is a Joel hate club. is it out of hate, jealousy, envy, or other fun emotions? I dunno - but I find it kinda weird. maybe I kill babies in my sleep, who knows. so yeah! anyone wanna hang out, give me a call - i'm out, later!

On a day-long vacation,
That should last forever.

P.S. Remember the veterans today!

Well!!! it's a sunday morning here the house that is approximately minus a billion degrees right about now. I'm still recovering from last night's gastronomic delight (hahaha I'm good) at one of Saint John's favorite restaurants, Mexi's! mmmmmm anyway yeah it was a great place to go with the rents! what with the sizzling dishes flying by every second... (you'll understand if you go yourself.) anywho, my weekend- well friday night I went out for dinner (kind of) and then a movie with friends!!! yeah!!! hoooooooooooooooooooly the new theatres at the empire!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it could pass for an IMAX theatre, no joke! it was fuckin incredible!! haha annnyway, yeah then yesterday - I went to Ben's swimming lesson with his swimming instructor, (see dictionary; definition: HOT.) apparantly she hates kids tho. oh well! so yeah theeen I went to go run the Irving Nature Park (run, not frolic haha) in my freaking SHORTS when it was (once again) minus a freakin' BILLION out with windgusts up to 10000 kpa!!! needless to say, what with my ab cramps, it was very fun. meh, exercize is exercize! haha so then I walked up the hill after my run (I was freezing my ass off just sitting there, so I thought, "hey! why not walk up this hill that will expose me to a hundred times more cold freezing wind WHILE I'm in my shorts?" yeah.) anyway then mom finally picked me up just as I was getting to the top of the kill - haha, ohhh the look on her face. anyway - then I came home, had a rushed lunch then went off to Interaction! ahhhh just so interesting. really! haha but (just a small side-note here: OK, if I get into the Interaction production company, which I'm assuming I am, then the play is at the end of april. what else is at the end of april? oh, caraquet? that's right! fucK! Gaétane will BITE MY HEAD OFF AND EAT IT ENJOYABLY WITH VARIOUS SEASONINGS!!!! anyway...) then I was supposed to hang out with a certain someone, but he/she cancelled due to other activities. understandable? i guess. so I went over to my grandmother's gnew appartment and my mom and I cleared out some boxes for her. she moved because of personal family issues, but she seems extremely happy about where she's moving in Old-Lady-Land Appartments. she'll be popular, my mémère! yea so then last night like I said was dinner with my parents, service was a little slow because everyone sat down at the same time, but s'all good - it was reallllllllllly good food. if ya like spicy stuff. anyway so today is fun all around; church, excessive homework, serving a Leader Corps middle-of-nowhere dinner for old folks... etc, etc. so that's cool, and next weekend should be THE BOMB if it all goes according to plan!!! anyway so yeah and this week is gonna be stressful - which I don't mind, especially if it makes the weekend more enjoyable. so yep! that's my first major post in this Blog... COOL!!! later, thanx 4 reading!!!!

Starting anew,
But it feels like the old.

This is my new Blog!! I thought it was time for a change! I'll post later but for now I'm outty!