Saturday, May 29, 2004
ohhh boy. well now. sbeen a little while since i last posted, like last weekend rite? well i was depressed then, if you couldnt tell. however, thats no big deal, because we all get depressed and it was normal for me. and I had reason to! all week, there was no sun. it was either clouded over, raining, or even stormy. but no sun. apparantly tomorrow (or even today) is supposed to be sunny, but hey! no guarantees. heres a rundown of my week if youre interested, just the interesting stuff:
monday: saw shrek with school friends, hilarious movie, ill never think of pinnochio the same way again.
tuesday: went to shady lanes bowling with leadership to do a little bowling, that was fun.
wednesday: ??? lol my good memory
thursday: much like wednesday, just school stuff I guess. homework, tests, it was a fun week that way. i must be forgetting something, but meh.
friday: ahhhh rite, i can remember this because it was yesterday. the day was pretty normal, pj day, and so then i went to the Y for a little while to DJ for the pre-teens b4 going to my school dance. the dance was fucking awesome, I'm really glad I went.
and so now that i'm pressured, all I'll say is I'm working today all day and after supper all night tomorrow too, so come visit me! yea! haha..before my back gives out.. arrite peace out, later guys, have a good weekend.
-joel
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monday: saw shrek with school friends, hilarious movie, ill never think of pinnochio the same way again.
tuesday: went to shady lanes bowling with leadership to do a little bowling, that was fun.
wednesday: ??? lol my good memory
thursday: much like wednesday, just school stuff I guess. homework, tests, it was a fun week that way. i must be forgetting something, but meh.
friday: ahhhh rite, i can remember this because it was yesterday. the day was pretty normal, pj day, and so then i went to the Y for a little while to DJ for the pre-teens b4 going to my school dance. the dance was fucking awesome, I'm really glad I went.
and so now that i'm pressured, all I'll say is I'm working today all day and after supper all night tomorrow too, so come visit me! yea! haha..before my back gives out.. arrite peace out, later guys, have a good weekend.
-joel
Sunday, May 23, 2004
for all who do not want to know about what I'm thinking, who don't want to read something negative or don't want to hear "complaining,"; refrain from reading this post, please. thank you.
fuck. the past 30 hours have been nothing short of retarded. I don't know what it is; the fact I go to Sam-de-Cham, that I'm not the most conventional guy on the block, that I'm picky, etc. etc., and I know this sounds "sad" but I'm fucking bored! everyone's off to Mars or having an orgy somewheres all weekend, and here I am mostly at home. call it lack of planing or lack of popularity, but holy fuck! ça fait pas le bon sens! I mean not to seem like a loser, but since saturday morning I've done next to nothing, had almost no social interaction, and holy fuck! I'm not the kind of person to say "OK, let's relax all weekend at home" - man, I need to get out and DO STUFF! SEE PEOPLE!! this could be the boredom speaking but I hate this! I just don't get it... i dont look like a sick old hobo climbing out of a garbage can, I have half-decent social skills, I'm not heavily addicted to any dangerous substances and yea! what the fuck??? it seems that it shouldn't be like this!
and yes, I do see "the other side of the fence", that i'm being "conceited" and "weird" about the whole thing, but fuck that. I mean, honestly, I have at best one tentative plan for tomorrow and that's it, and fuck......yeeeeea never mind, its kind of a mistake for me to be saying this here. yea.
joel.
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fuck. the past 30 hours have been nothing short of retarded. I don't know what it is; the fact I go to Sam-de-Cham, that I'm not the most conventional guy on the block, that I'm picky, etc. etc., and I know this sounds "sad" but I'm fucking bored! everyone's off to Mars or having an orgy somewheres all weekend, and here I am mostly at home. call it lack of planing or lack of popularity, but holy fuck! ça fait pas le bon sens! I mean not to seem like a loser, but since saturday morning I've done next to nothing, had almost no social interaction, and holy fuck! I'm not the kind of person to say "OK, let's relax all weekend at home" - man, I need to get out and DO STUFF! SEE PEOPLE!! this could be the boredom speaking but I hate this! I just don't get it... i dont look like a sick old hobo climbing out of a garbage can, I have half-decent social skills, I'm not heavily addicted to any dangerous substances and yea! what the fuck??? it seems that it shouldn't be like this!
and yes, I do see "the other side of the fence", that i'm being "conceited" and "weird" about the whole thing, but fuck that. I mean, honestly, I have at best one tentative plan for tomorrow and that's it, and fuck......yeeeeea never mind, its kind of a mistake for me to be saying this here. yea.
joel.
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
yyyyeah im not feeling my greatest rite now, but i almost never get the chance to post and so if i leave suddenly its because my rents caught me on here and started yelling at me. great. its beautiful outside, but i dont really feel like going outside at all..i have two tests tomorrow anyway. the past week has been ok I guess, but nothing too great. last weekend bombed, it was awful, so i'm planning some stuff out right now. trying to. not to sound all socially desperate and "oh i dont have any friends poor me", just that I'm going through a rough time with things lately. it happens. yea.
wow, i've started using paragraphs, how new and exciting. see, i dont like going into details in my blog because i never know who's gonna come snooping in trying to find out about me so they can kick the shit outta me or gang rape me or other stuff - being paranoid, yes, can you be too careful?, no. I dont want to talk about my problems, especially on this thing or even to people because I'm gonna sound lame and people will think less of me, say what you want but chances are it's true. i mean yeah, i could complain about "oh blah blah blah, been single for this long, yeah" but thats kinda stupid of me and that doesnt really matter or "oh blah blah blah, this person let me down" but once again, those details are forgotten eventually and life goes on. but it's the venting that I'd like to be able to do without having to reflect on what people will be thinking about me.
(new paragraph, i'm stepping up) and I know i'm a guy and i dont really have to worry about that kind of thing, people will talk about you whether you're a girl a guy or a moose! it doesnt matter in the end what people think, true, but that's what? 10, 20 years down the road? i'm living in the NOW. i know that yes, eventually i will meet the greatest girl in the world and magical butterflies will fly out of everyone's ass at that exact magical moment, but hey!! i'm 16!! who cares about magical butterflies? i sure don't. but i'm also 16 in another way, in a way where I'm supposed to be mature and responsable and all that stuff too. I can't just take a speakerphone and tell my cares to the world because.. well you just can't.
and here i am living in an enviroment where i have to restrict myself all the time with Tom around the house, i can't do what i want or i get called a faggot or get something thrown at me.. i mean i do joke about it alot but it's a very hard thing to live with. my parents tell me i'm not supposed to be talking about him, but I can't help myself.. its hard to live with and i can't not talk about it. i'm not gonna lie! he's an ass to live with! i'm sorry, i dont wanna be """"gossipping"""" or "talking behind his back," but i need to vent my frustrations, living with a person like him isnt easy, and for all those who say "boys will be boys " and "it's just that age", try it for yourself. be my fucking guest.
man.. not only am i using paragraphs, I'm actually typing a LOT of stuff. no one's gonna read this far... hell! how can i know that anyone reads this? i should be doing work, i cant stay up late or i'll be dead in the morning. oh.. yea, see? moms "discovered" me so i g2g now.. this is great... like i said, be my guest to live here. later
-joel
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wow, i've started using paragraphs, how new and exciting. see, i dont like going into details in my blog because i never know who's gonna come snooping in trying to find out about me so they can kick the shit outta me or gang rape me or other stuff - being paranoid, yes, can you be too careful?, no. I dont want to talk about my problems, especially on this thing or even to people because I'm gonna sound lame and people will think less of me, say what you want but chances are it's true. i mean yeah, i could complain about "oh blah blah blah, been single for this long, yeah" but thats kinda stupid of me and that doesnt really matter or "oh blah blah blah, this person let me down" but once again, those details are forgotten eventually and life goes on. but it's the venting that I'd like to be able to do without having to reflect on what people will be thinking about me.
(new paragraph, i'm stepping up) and I know i'm a guy and i dont really have to worry about that kind of thing, people will talk about you whether you're a girl a guy or a moose! it doesnt matter in the end what people think, true, but that's what? 10, 20 years down the road? i'm living in the NOW. i know that yes, eventually i will meet the greatest girl in the world and magical butterflies will fly out of everyone's ass at that exact magical moment, but hey!! i'm 16!! who cares about magical butterflies? i sure don't. but i'm also 16 in another way, in a way where I'm supposed to be mature and responsable and all that stuff too. I can't just take a speakerphone and tell my cares to the world because.. well you just can't.
and here i am living in an enviroment where i have to restrict myself all the time with Tom around the house, i can't do what i want or i get called a faggot or get something thrown at me.. i mean i do joke about it alot but it's a very hard thing to live with. my parents tell me i'm not supposed to be talking about him, but I can't help myself.. its hard to live with and i can't not talk about it. i'm not gonna lie! he's an ass to live with! i'm sorry, i dont wanna be """"gossipping"""" or "talking behind his back," but i need to vent my frustrations, living with a person like him isnt easy, and for all those who say "boys will be boys " and "it's just that age", try it for yourself. be my fucking guest.
man.. not only am i using paragraphs, I'm actually typing a LOT of stuff. no one's gonna read this far... hell! how can i know that anyone reads this? i should be doing work, i cant stay up late or i'll be dead in the morning. oh.. yea, see? moms "discovered" me so i g2g now.. this is great... like i said, be my guest to live here. later
-joel
Saturday, May 15, 2004
hey guys, I'm discovering a LOT of amazing stuff on the net lately - thought you guys should bask in the glory of it all too.
Best Song Ever - Strong Bad's famous "Summer Jam"
Addictive as hell, and fun to sing along with as well - AlbinoBlackSheep.com's "Badger / Banana Phone"
Old, but forever a classic and forever entertaining - Pacman!
Challenging, intriguing and intelligent game - Give it a try - The Crimson Room
More challenging and more interesting sequel to "The Crimson Room" - It's got a good story behind it too - The Viridian Room (Link may display '404', try to refresh the page or try again 5 minutes later)
A hilarious 30-second remake of "The Exorcist," except re-enacted by bunnies! Check it out: I'M POSSESSED!!!
Also, if you know your scary movies and want to check out "The Shining," the same format is right here: REDRUM!
Choose from all the awesome episodes, these girls have become phenomeonons, and sources for such terms as "ARROWED!" or "Ow! My stomach lining!" They are... The Teen Girl Squad.
Feeling naughty? Spank the monkey.
---Blog Section---
Here are some random blogs you should check:
My Lyrics Blog (Joel comes first, haha)--> Here.
JF's Blog (It's basically dead, but hey)--> Here.
Danielle's Blog (She never posts, and she writes nothing. TUBERCULOSIS COUGH COUGH OH NO COUGH I HAVE COUGH NO LUNGS COUGH OH NO OH NO.)--> Here.
Jacques' Blog(s) Lyrics, and various other things, cool place tho.--> Here. or Here.
A-M's Blog, What can I say? Check it out for yourself--> Here.
"Unknown Blog"--> CLICK ALL YOU WANT, YOU'LL NEVER GET OUT!! HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA, HAHAHA, OOOK not funny. Here.
---End of Blog Section---
More stuff!
Awesome fucking cartoon, to be enjoyed by all: THE END OF THE WORLD! OH NO!
Truly a classic, for all of time. Ladies and gentlemen, meet Schfifty-five.
A true phenomeonon, and a shout-out to Danielle on this one, I know you want to Bang Bang Bang!
Kind of weird, but highly entertaining! License To Fame #1 AND the sequel! License To Fame #2
Hilarious quiz about your eyes - Smart, too! Give it a shot, or GO BLIND.
Eye-opening flash feature by Aliyaho Pearce: Incredible, really.
Great little movie bout a little clay man who only wanted a glass of water... Oh well!
Think Honda commercials are boring? After these ones, you'll praise them.
-Love is beautiful
-Fucking amazing, not real probably but great to watch
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Best Song Ever - Strong Bad's famous "Summer Jam"
Addictive as hell, and fun to sing along with as well - AlbinoBlackSheep.com's "Badger / Banana Phone"
Old, but forever a classic and forever entertaining - Pacman!
Challenging, intriguing and intelligent game - Give it a try - The Crimson Room
More challenging and more interesting sequel to "The Crimson Room" - It's got a good story behind it too - The Viridian Room (Link may display '404', try to refresh the page or try again 5 minutes later)
A hilarious 30-second remake of "The Exorcist," except re-enacted by bunnies! Check it out: I'M POSSESSED!!!
Also, if you know your scary movies and want to check out "The Shining," the same format is right here: REDRUM!
Choose from all the awesome episodes, these girls have become phenomeonons, and sources for such terms as "ARROWED!" or "Ow! My stomach lining!" They are... The Teen Girl Squad.
Feeling naughty? Spank the monkey.
---Blog Section---
Here are some random blogs you should check:
My Lyrics Blog (Joel comes first, haha)--> Here.
JF's Blog (It's basically dead, but hey)--> Here.
Danielle's Blog (She never posts, and she writes nothing. TUBERCULOSIS COUGH COUGH OH NO COUGH I HAVE COUGH NO LUNGS COUGH OH NO OH NO.)--> Here.
Jacques' Blog(s) Lyrics, and various other things, cool place tho.--> Here. or Here.
A-M's Blog, What can I say? Check it out for yourself--> Here.
"Unknown Blog"--> CLICK ALL YOU WANT, YOU'LL NEVER GET OUT!! HAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA, HAHAHA, OOOK not funny. Here.
---End of Blog Section---
More stuff!
Awesome fucking cartoon, to be enjoyed by all: THE END OF THE WORLD! OH NO!
Truly a classic, for all of time. Ladies and gentlemen, meet Schfifty-five.
A true phenomeonon, and a shout-out to Danielle on this one, I know you want to Bang Bang Bang!
Kind of weird, but highly entertaining! License To Fame #1 AND the sequel! License To Fame #2
Hilarious quiz about your eyes - Smart, too! Give it a shot, or GO BLIND.
Eye-opening flash feature by Aliyaho Pearce: Incredible, really.
Great little movie bout a little clay man who only wanted a glass of water... Oh well!
Think Honda commercials are boring? After these ones, you'll praise them.
-Love is beautiful
-Fucking amazing, not real probably but great to watch
Thursday, May 13, 2004
hello, friends! how are you. I am bad. SO DIE. hahaha, not really, im just sneaking on here in english class, seeing as to how i'm a badass and I eat babies and stuff..oh wait...um...people are reading this as im typing.. GO AWAY! ITS PERSONAL STUFF! EVEN THOUGH ITS POSTED ON THE INTERNET FOR MILLIONS TO SEE! haha, millions, riiiiiite - moving on - whats new. im working at pumpkin patch now, so for all you perverts, pedophiles and murderers, cmon and drop by for a visit! yeeeah actually the english teachers gonna shoot me in the face, so i should be going. im off school tomorrow, ill post then. later
Cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
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Cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you're my wonderwall
Saturday, May 08, 2004
wow. i have so much to say. I'm so tired, and i'm feeling so many different emotions right now. shit. ook, well; it's been a week since I've last posted. I'm extremely tired right now, so if things sound weird, bear with me. well I just got back from U-d-M, where i took part in "Destinations moncton," a deadly good program that invites grade 11 students to explore the world of the university of moncton. there were people from all over the maritimes, and i had a deadly amazing time. really, it was great. I took part in university courses, went out and had "social activities" with everybody, just awesome stuff. it was amazing, and i'm not getting into any more specifics. so I didnt get much sleep last night for certain reasons, so i'm pretty tired i guess. moms being pretty bitchy, bitching about this and that, and i dont really care. i feel like a lump, i kinda feel like getting out for a run but i cant because of my leg.. (long story.) so i guess i'm stuck here for the time being, i'm probably gonna take a nap if i can. mom and dad are going out tonite, they said they're "getting rid of the internet for the night because they don't want me fighting with tom." pretty gay, pretty gay. moving on - this week i start at the pumpkin patch eh?? awesome, tho it's going to be a ""trial shift"" to test my "ice cream and people skills," but hey! its the job i wanted, and it sure as hell beats wendys, so i'm good. bad news; friday five is DONE. at least for the time being I think. click the link to see the lame explanation, but i'm dissapointed. its what motivated me to post, tho I'll still post every now and then like I've been doing recently. shout out to all my friends in nova scotia right now on their historical trip, hope you guys are having fun, you missed out!! arritey well i guess thats it, im not in a good enough mood to post anything else, peace out and rock on.
Pretty summer girls in their little skirts,
I'd like to join in but I feel like dirt.
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Pretty summer girls in their little skirts,
I'd like to join in but I feel like dirt.
Saturday, May 01, 2004
yooyyooyoyyoyooyyooyoo,,,,,, sorrryyy,, im a little...ahhh yeah. tell me about your feelings. hahaha yeah, I'm fucking out of my mind, can't complain. I haven't been able to update in a little while mainly cause my life is out of control with drinking drugs sex pain and all that good stuff. I've been busy as shit, neglecting schoolwork and stuff, but I'm only young I'll be ok. caraquet was deadly, we won peoples choice and.. another... award. cough.. yea and this whole weekend was at the imperial, that was fucking wicked, it's all over tho, I'm kinda relieved. call me lame but I need to relax, tho I'm leaving for moncton for 4 days in three days.. ahem.... i guess I'm a hypocrite but meh, yea. sorry, too lazy to post anything else, I'll post later.
Though I scream viciously,
I can still hear the white noise.
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Though I scream viciously,
I can still hear the white noise.
